We tried for what seemed like forever. We didn't know if it was possible.
I would cry to God. Why would he not answer my prayer?! I asked in his name. I begged. It is not a selfish motive to want a child to love. It would be for his glory. I would raise them to know him. So why no answer?
If you've been where we were, maybe for longer than we were, you know how that hurts. Right in your heart. And it's easy for bitterness to build up.
But today's the day! I'm going in for my scheduled C-section to meet my little girls. My two little girls!
We did not have the money when we started asking, though we thought we did. Maybe we weren't mature enough yet either, I don't know. But now we're so much more prepared. And to make up for lost time, God gave us two at once!
I write all this to say, don't give up! God is good! And the wait is so worth it, if only because I have gotten the chance to bond closer to God through it.
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